So a year ago from Friday my grandpa died...see i hardly knew him. But i knew he was a great guy. My mom loved him more than anything... which makes me sad. Fortunately nobody extremely close to me has died...but it scares me. When it happens how will i react? How will i be able to go on through life without them or just knowing that there not "there?" I mean millions die everyday... but when it hits close to home...
On Friday i stayed home with my mom cause i just knew she needed me...of course she didn't say anything...we just watched movies...not a word was said. But somehow i feel like it made all the difference. It was like the most amazing night of nothing. I can't explain it. It was like solving a really hard math equation before everyone else but not saying anything and just knowing that you did it. you get this floaty feeling and then that huge goofy grin appears on your face... i know it doesn't seem like anything but to you t is...i mean she just had her night sitting with me and the next day she seemed i dont know like she'd just talked with my grandpa. It's like he was there and he comforted both of us.
I mean i couldn't even imagine... when someone so close to you dies it seems almost impossible to forget it or move on. I've seen it hurt people so deeply and well...it's the weirdest thing. For some death is just death... but i think it's the scariest thing i will, in any aspect, ever encounter.
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Oh my goodness! I know how you feel completely... well just by the comment you left me. This blog really touched me. Its amazing how things like that can make you feel. I hope when it does happen, you will have all the friends and family you could ever want helping you through it. It truly makes a difference.
Mucho Love-
Mollz
Yes death is a very strange thing it affects all of us. I have gone through it many times. Actually a couple of days ago i found out a very good friend of mine died about a month and half ago and i barely found out last week! If you wanna know more go to my blog.
Wow, Im sorry to hear all that. Its probably best that you stayed home with your mom to comfort her. Everyone dies though, so youre going to just have to be prepared.
Wish you the best!
i know exactly how that felt. when my grandpa died my dad wasnt much of a crier and when we drove up to a soccer game he broke down. so did i just being there together with "hide" in the backround made all the difference and even though we said nothing it ment the world to both of us neither of us has forgotten that moment
I really like this... i'm not gonna say anything else because I can't exactly relate but thats just very cool. you're a good daughter.
Thats so sad but I would do the same thing with my mom too. Just the simplist things can make the biggest difference.
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