Looking...

Late at night...8:30 to be exact...you were there. I told you everything and we reflected. When the night was complete i felt amazing. Flying high somewhere way above all the problems. When really we were just laying in the grass. Why it felt so amazing im not really sure....you were like a drug i quickly became addicted. But it wasn't hard to break away from you. Things were changing. New friends, later and longer nights, a new home. I wasn't there with you i ditched you too many times to name. What was almost nightly went to none in less than a few weeks. It would seem i traded you for something better. I want to say that but it still seems i lost a lot when i lost you. One day i hoep i find you again...