Sleepless Nights....

Screw it all....this fake little story you tell everyone. We both know it's not true....well that's a lie because from the get go i thought it was too....and now i feel dumb. I feel tricked and sucked into this way to soon......but i wasn't....was i? I don't know what i was thinking or how this happened. Why didn't anyone stop me? Why didn't i stop myself?...and because of this im here alone wondering....why. Im filled with questions and a burning feeling in my chest i know should not be here....its all so stupid. I've given up on you and your tricks....your nonsense and stupidity. or my stupidity...i tried to think it was reality when really it was all just a made up story.....I regret everything that happened today...why did i say these things?......uhhhh